escaped memories

Escaped Memories. 

We lock away what our minds cannot take. 
Hidden deep in our minds, oceans of silent pain. 

Record skipping, always stuck on this note. 
Toys in categories, winding tape measure.
Repetitive is reassuring

Depressed girl and dog solidarity
Why can’t I sleep? 

Fiction=reality

Devil lurks in closet.        

Eyes wide open 
Someone save me

What to do when your God hates you? 
I’ll never be good enough…

Post traumatic high school syndrome 
Zero tolerance

Neither awake or asleep

Silent observation
Cannot speak

How to Interact with Other Humans 101
This should be a class

Eye contact is pain

Up swing down swing
I don’t know who I am

I am more more than pain and
Brokenness

Learning to talk

Memories can heal

I am not my past


Child, I have found you, 
You are part of me

You have a future, are not alone
Your worth is beyond measure

There is a future
I wish you could have seen in times past

We are here
Living as who I am, who I always was
Standing for
Peace
Justice 
and
Truth



  







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